Goodbye IHOP
Its funny that I’m back in new york, because I don’t feel like anything here has changed in the last 3 months, but I know that I have changed tremendously in the last 3 months. I am more in tune now in the workings of the spirit than I was before. Its become evident to me that we are a chosen people who are to live a life that follows the guidelines of Psalm 27:4, to live a life of one thing. As I begin to realize the state of the secular world, I see an immediacy of the gospel to hit the world.
I’ve been kinda thinking about my trip to NE Asia, but I’m not all too concerned about it. In prayer I felt that God was leading me into trusting him. In terms of financial provisions and in terms of planning. It is true that he has started providing miraculously through various mediums, but the scheduling part was the one thing that startled me. How do you go to China without prepping, oh well… We’ll find out soon, that is, when I am there.
So its been a rather dry season for me thus far, but I always tell myself joyfully that God leads us to the desert to speak kindly to us. And then I read this morning exodus 7:16 “let my people go, so they can worship me in the wilderness.” I just started smiling to myself. We have such an amazing and wonderful God, and I just want to say He is worthy of praise. Although circumstances may not reflect anything positive, God is always worthy of praise.
Ahh, there is one revelation that I did have, that is crucical though. God loves us. I mean he really loves us, so much to the point that I’m smiling while I’m typing this on my blackberry. He is jealous for us. His love is overwhelming, and its hard to believe that our love for Him ravishes him! We are but dust!
